My dear sister, God knows you and cares about every detail of your life. If you allow Him to mould you into the woman He wants you to be, He’ll place you in the arms of the man who will treasure and cherish you for the rest of your life.
When you make your feelings known as best as you can and someone tells you they’re not interested, don’t insist. Keep the friendship, if you can. If you can’t, it’s okay to move on with your life.